Can I sleep here ( Read more... )

Rolling up my sleeves, I pull the dirt from the ground ( Read more... )

I take a breathe, inhale.
The Earth sits still.
My back against a wall.
The Water cool on my skin.
I inhale.
You exhale.
Now, alone, the room is cold.
My back against the chair.
The television blasts in the background.
I take a breathe, inhale.
You're not here.

All I wanted was you. You hold me still, keeping me afloat. The rain pitter-patters on this old roof. My hair is soft and smells of the wind and the leaves. The dirt was soft under our feet. The thunder stirs me from my sleep, I turn on this pillow to see you. But you are gone, asleep in another bed in another room that I can't see. The strings of ( Read more... )

I close my eyes, half way, half way. The would spins, I hold on. And I hold on. We hold our words in our throats and you hold her back with your head in hands. Let us take a heavy, shaking breath and slow down. You cuss and spit and curse poison. I hold my tears in. I choke on what I dont want to say ( Read more... )

Im trying not too fall hard into this. Its hard not to. I miss him. He makes me feel safe.

I like it when things go perfectly, or my way.

Not much as happened. I'm writing again, which is good. Prom was fun. I'm getting back into the music I used to listen to (The Academy Is...) and it's making me feel better. I maintained a good weight when listening to music like that (I don't know why) but as soon as I stopped, I gained a lot of weight and got sick a lot more. I don't know if it's ( Read more... )

Emily Dickinson, allposters.com, white ribbons and bows and faux leather jackets.

Therefore, I am back ( Read more... )