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I thought my emotions had stabilized. Apparently not. Went on a down spiral Thursday.
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I oscillate between so many emotions when I think about my ended engagement.
He hid from me, avoided me, ignored me. No matter how many times he apologizes or acknowledges what he did... I just can't be okay with it. Not now. I don't know about ever.
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I can see now why it took him so long to get into a relationship ( Read more... ) -
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I hate this growing resentment bubbling in me.
And I know it's all my fault. .
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110 pounds / 50 kilograms
I gained at least 22 pounds since October... It's all the socializing with alcohol I am doing multiple times a week. They really like their cider here. And my own....lack of cooking...
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101.2 pounds
I don't remember my exact weight last time I checked, but it was in the low-mid 90's. I gained at least 6.6pounds since October... It's all the socializing with alcohol I am doing multiple times a week. They really like their cider here. -
i've lost weight
and I like it. i'm now 90 pounds. but i feel compelled to lose more. a few weeks ago i had a presyncope experience at a bus stop. alone. that was scary, but in a way exhilirating. i got through it by myself, but it reminds me of how fragile my body is, but also how much my body is capable of. i'm still capable of walking, talking, breathing, ( Read more... ) -
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He broke up with me. He's leaving me. He's leaving here. But it was coming. But it was still unexpected. I thought it would come later. It hurts. So I'm being stupid. I took my anti-depressants and m y migraine mideications and I am also drinking alcohol and orange jice. I have class i nhe morning, early morning. I need to hope on the bus at 7:20am ( Read more... ) -
I cheate don my boyfirend
I am a horrible person and girlfirend. No question about it.