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[unforgivinghell]

i got a bit of sleep last night, im worried about my 2 friends jes and manda. jes is really worried about manda drinking and yeah so am i..but i can kinda understand why manda does it..its kinda like why i cut and just recently started carving things into my arms..i think my boyfriend got lost coming here...hes gonna walk in the rain..thats not

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[lilb_lao27]

i hope things gett cool with your friend and all..

[led_by_death]

your gonna live until your old, gray and cant piss by yourself anymore, got that. Last summer i got so fucking depressed and suicidal i had to lock myself in a room cause i was so freakin scared that i was gonna go downstairs take a kitchen knife and kill myself. I dont care if you have to do that to keep yourself away from anything "harmful" persay, but dont kill yourself, or hope you die. If you dont care about your life, try and help someone elses. (i know, i know that sounds cheesy) if you know your a fuck over in life (which you are not) and theres nothing you can do to change it, you might as well try to help someone else not make the same mistakes and turn out hating their life. Your friend that your a little worried about might be a good place to start.

[unforgivinghell]

i know he is..but im just i dont know...GAH everything is so confusing right now..

[ms87]

:( I dnt want u to die!!! U r too cool! GOSH! I didnt realize u were only 15! I gots MAD respect for you now, you have learned things it takes ppl ages to realize, think of all that you u can be*in the army!*hahah srry! well if u ever need ne one u can always im me or email me, n if u ever need a phone buddy just ask. I was suicidal since I was 8 till about a year ago, and I know sometimes everything can be good but you just feel like dying cuz u kno how bad things can be. PLZ dnt die tho! I love ya!!! *hugs* (if it makes ya feel ne better we can shit on ppls parades together! :P)

[unforgivinghell]

HAHA YES!! lets do it!! and i dont wanna kill myself AS MUCH anymore..but i wanna get away from here..do you have msn by any chance? or yahoo?

[ms87]

I have msn and aim but my yahoo is being a gaylord frocker!

[unforgivinghell]

haha ok my email is shimmer_cloud69@hotmail.com *so old* but if ya want to you can add me:)

[anonymous]

Everyone goes through this phase. I even did. But killing yourself wouldn't help accomplish anything. Suicide is the most selfish thing anyone could ever do. I mean, why make everyone around you depressed because you're not happy with your life at this perticular moment??

But in the meantime, if you're still hating life, I could teach you how to tie a noose so you can be happy because you're pulling through with suicide.

-Random person who is too shit-faced to leave their LJ name.

[unforgivinghell]

ok yes people have toldme its selfish..but in my opinion people are selfish to keep me here when im obviously so unhappy..and i already know how to make a noose

[x_xo_o]

how about i shove a stick of dynamite down your throat and watch you die then point and laugh because you are a bastard? sounds good to me.

[ms87]

Sounds like you're the fucking bastard to me! how could u be so cold? were you unloved as a child? U know what that doesn't even matter! it gives you no excuse for being such a dickwad...God Bless you asshole!