We broke up on the the 30th of November.  I moved home that Sunday.  I was heart broken.  We got back together last night, or well early this morning.  His mom was giving him the third degree about why he broke up with me in the first place.  She even said that he doesn't deserve me, which is weird for someone's mom to say.  I don't think his dad ( Read more... )

I'm in love. Some people may think that it is way too soon for me to be saying that, but it is how I feel about him. I have never been so happy with anyone before. I never get bored of his company like I did with guys in the past. He makes me feel special, like i'm beautiful and deserve to be treated like a princess. And he's my prince. Doubts ( Read more... )

Sometimes I look back at my life, at the things that I have done, and wonder what it was that led me down that path. I can't say the exact thing that could have taken me in that direction, rather, the many things that happened throughout my life that might have helped me get there. I always wonder how my life would have been different if the things ( Read more... )

It`s weird how life can be sometimes. You meet people, becomes friends, best friends, lovers, or enemies. So how come it`s always the friends that people lose contact with. The enemies, there always there. The lovers, unfortunatly they have a way of sneaking into your life when you least expect it, or want it. The friends are the ones that are ( Read more... )

Where has my life gone? Almost 20 and I still can't face rejection. Still can't stand to fail. So instead, I think about all the things I have to do, but instead of doing them, I think of reasons for not doing them. Like, I work too much, I don't (and won't) ever have the money. Then there's him. I've pretty much given him my heart...again, and i' ( Read more... )

I am now moved out of my mom's house and into the apartment with Justin. Let me now say what is wrong with the place. First off, when we moved in it was disgusting. The guy that lived there before us must have never cleaned...anything! And he didn't even clean out the fridge when he let, it was gross. Our shower has no handle, we have to use plier ( Read more... )

I think i'm in love. No, I know I am. Well, I haven't ever loved a guy before, so I don't exactly know what it feels like. But, I know I haven't ever felt this way about a guy before. I feel like I could spend the rest of my life with him. Honestly. We are pretty much perfect for each other. He just gets me. He gets my sarcasm, he understands about ( Read more... )

Today is my birthday. You would think that I would be happy about this, because it is my 19th. Think again. I'm basically wondering why the fuck i'm still here, and why I continue to live this crap life. Oh yeah, nothing really bad is happening in my life, but yet again I can't explain why I feel like I do, which would be majorly depressed. I have ( Read more... )

Well, with what's been going on recently, I guess it's time that I made my post, because everyone involved can see it. The other morning I was asked about my feelings for someone that was a mutual friend of Kim's and mine. I had met him through Kim. I told her that we were friends, that was it. She asked me about me and him being "friends with ( Read more... )

I'm really down, again. I don't have a job yet, and yes i'm applying places. I really wanted to have a job as soon as I  got out of school (which was on Monday) but obviously that didn't happen. I pretty much have no friends, a few that I rarely see and that's it. Oh, and this one friend, but people can't know that we're friends in case it gets ( Read more... )