so im starting to realize that after this survey, i am practically a senior in college. wtf? just a few weeks ago i was graduating from forest hills high school... walking across that stage, wearing my doc martens, waving to brittany... and now i am soon to do the same ( Read more... )

but i am waiting for my camera to charge, so i might as well ( Read more... )

so this semester i finally got on top of my shit on time, so now I am almost done with all my survey shit. I still have to mount everything, and whatever, but the actual work is almost done. I am kinda proud of myself. I actually might not have to pull an all nighter on tuesday night FOR ONCE. shit ( Read more... )

i shouldnt look at new pictures of my ex boyfriend with his new fugly mexican girlfriend....

not healthy.

*thinking of shanes gorgeous chest*

alright. so i just drove Shane to the airport, he plane is lifting off right now, and he'll be in miami for 10 days. I am gonna miss him so much, but I am very happy that he'll be out of my hair for this crazy week before survey. I wouldnt be tempted to see him. I am quite upset that he doesnt fly back in till 2:15pm on the 12th.. which means he'll ( Read more... )

- I need to start taking lunch to school, and stop spending money on food outside. I just bought a beautiful book fabric for 14 bucks, and thought it was sooo expensive, until i realized that I spend that much of fucking food every day. need to be more economical, and spend my money on more important things ( Read more... )

i just looked into the classes that I want to register for, for next semester, and my schedule is looking fucking intense. mondays and wed are gonna be so hard. I am going for killing off 7 liberal arts credits, just to get them out of the way. hopefully I can concentrait enough, and not crash and burn. The classes seem pretty interesting though, ( Read more... )

and i am definitely in love. for sure. no doubt about it. it's scary. scary for him too ( Read more... )

so this excitement with the car, and Brittany coming this weekend, and Davey and Shane both wanting to see me, and having to drive to PA tomorrow, and come right back for the new car is all very very distracting to my work. i have a million ideas and a million assignments, and i really need to figure out how to get it all done. My grandma is ( Read more... )

i have thought very seriously about quitting smoking and drinking. i just feel like everything in my life (minus the love life) is coming together, and eliminating my addictions will just put my life in complete order. drinking is my main downfall, and it would be a breath of fresh air to quit. having been watching my father all my life, and ( Read more... )