things have been pretty good lately...enough freaking out for me...but theres still those all hours of the night phone calls from random people...mollie called me from tennessee the other night and i was so excited i miss her a whole bunch, pretty much i just miss the summer a whole bunch...other then that im pretty sure nonone thinks i sleep ( Read more... )

i've liked the past week alot...except maybe not the fact that i now dont have my cellphone..i've met some new people that was fun. saw sam that was the bestest cause i love her and missed her.went to see saves the day with amanda they were so awesome and i saw jeff gardner.relized noone has my back 100% but that it doesn't really matter.chased ( Read more... )

i never sleep anymore but i dont know it doesn't bothere me at all and i dont really get to tired during the day...i have burned sooo many cds lately tonight i made jesse a cd and it is amazing and i made 2 copys so i could have one...tommorow night better be a party cause i need one!!! and damnit i miss my jack i miss that boy so much he ( Read more... )

i really dislike that jello with the fruit in it its noty just bad tasting but the texture is weirding me out.....ickky..but yeah not so much has been going on..i've been sort of a mess lately but thats nothing new...i miss alot of people mostly people i could see everyday but dont...i've been getting into making jewlery again i found all my beads ( Read more... )

things need to change and its weird how certain people make you relize that. i miss the middle of last year. i miss sam. and  mostly i miss jp and frank. im hanging out with amber wednesday. and im trying to get another job. my car has green duct tape racing stripes. you can change if you want to you just need to want it bad enough.

im getting my own apartment in rockport i think...nothing big but who cares i wont be there that much anyways...loren asked me to help her do an art program at the ymca in the fall...im excited and im working for afterschool again...things are looking better then they were before and thats nice...living out of your car isn't so hard...i lost my ( Read more... )

my life is so messy.....i live out of my car and sleep at where ever...it's a horrible feeling and a good feeling rolled into one...i've grown up in a month more then i have in 2 years....my job keeps me happy...alec and tabbi make my days rediculous...best 12 year old boys ever..jp calls alec my little boyfriend i honestly love that kid and to ( Read more... )

summer is rediculous...

• beach partys..alot of them
• saving crazy drunk girls
• almost getting killed
• being til 5 almost every night
• payday haha

I keep forgetting to update but yeah...camp is the best thing ever i have 7 and 8 year old boys with gordie and josh...honestly we have some of the coolest kids ever they rule life..and tommorow we're playing shaving cream wiffle ball with them its gonna be so awesome...hahah our group name id the mohekan feet...what?? it is awesome...we went to ( Read more... )

im pretty sure my hearts been broken alot lately..and nobody can help it.