it sucks that when you end up going to sleep after not sleeping for 24+ hours you dont wake up til 11 at night and then your not tired at all...things got pretty bad on saturday when you think your losing one of the most important things to you...honestly the past 4 years of my life have been bearable cause i had that to look forward to haha...im ( Read more... )

im sitting here in a room thats 20 degrees with a tank top on and my hands are posicles and i just ate pastrami and orange juice talk about weird combo...tommorow im going to my first ever red sox game with jay to the pee,ben cannon and the lovely cathy morrisey...im excited!!!!then after me,jp,frank and ben are having a sleepover ahaha and ( Read more... )

Name 20 of your friends (randomly):
1. amanda f
2. amber(whore face)
3. chelsey
4. jp
5. franklin
6. sam k
7. pete ryan
8. kevin(pimp juice)
9. kara
10. busty
11. ben cannon
12. TA
13. mike larue
14. chase
15. ian
16. lisa
17. lindsay d
18. lindsey f
19. amanda b
20. adam

-Who is #8 going out with? i dont think anyone...but his pimp juice might have been on high lately ( Read more... )

so i've decided that i've made a huge turn around from the person i was last year and people who were super close to me can relize that....i also know that i have two of the best people in the world as my closest friends and i love them more then anything...they are amazing and i thank them for that even if franks not good at this stuff and even if ( Read more... )

so this weekend we went to the andover event...it was a good time even though it was cape ann,methuen and andover...im putting this in points just cause...

• the day before i got super sick and felt like crap...being sick for and event is the worst thing but i went anyways cause i didn't want to miss it.
• me,jp,frank and jeff went to target and the ( Read more... )

working more is the best thing ever...and i like it more for some reason i dont really know why...i've worked more in 3 days then i usually work in a week....i've been hanging out with sarah alot in the past 3 days...when you hang out with a four year old...ok 4 and 3/4 according to her you relize how simple things actaully are...i was drinking ( Read more... )

01 Reply with your name & I will write something about you.
02 I will then tell what song/movie remind me of you.
03 If I were to apply an o'clock to you, it would be...
04 I will try to name a single word that best describes you.
05 I'll tell you the most memorable moment I've had with you.
06 I will tell you what animal you remind me of.
07 I'll then ( Read more... )

so im still a little confused about everything but i think i've relized things that i think are maybe something probably aren't and thats ok and that maybe i needed that confusion to make me relize what were the right decisions...im pretty sure nothing will ever come of this to call it this is even stupid...i needed it to cloud my vision for awhile ( Read more... )

im such a mess right now..i dont really know what to do with myself...i cant sleep becuase my head is constantly contimplating....yesterday me and jp hunted down frank since is phone has been out of service for awhile..we found him at larossas and i was like bahhh i miss frank so much so we talked and ate and then we went and drove around for a ( Read more... )

so it's come to and end this was my last rally and it ended on a good note...i didn't cry as much as i excpected and when i did cry it was a mix of happy and sad because at closing today looking at everyone and seeing there faces and especially during sweet caroline that was one of the happiest moments i have ever felt and it was amazing... ( Read more... )