lost

[unholy_one]

lost. lost in a sea of self loathing. everyone seems to be moving on in life without me. im being left behind in life. maybe thats where i belong. behind life. beyond comprehension. the emotional pain i feel inside rises each day along with the physical. I feel like i have nowhere to turn

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[nursefright]

I know people who have gone through the same feelings. It's just the way life takes us. Its the journey which shows us who are friends really are and who will be gone at the end of it. I've been there myself and I know someone else who is currently going through it.

Just don't worry about it, the more you worry there is a risk that you're friends could get pushed away by this. All your friends love you and respect you but doesn't mean you'll lose contact with them.

~Nursey.

[unholy_one]

thanx pingu you always know how to pu things into perspective. youve become really wise since u got pregnant lol. i was just feeling a bit down (as always) so i thought the best thing would be to get it all out and off my chest.seemed to work for a bit but not for long thou. but thanx pingu. you've always been there for me when ive needed you and i hope u know i will always be there for you too.

[nursefright]

It's not really being wise, i've been there myself. I've learnt who to trust as my friend and who the friends are who were going to leave me alone. I know it's not a nice feeling but you have to be strong.

Luv you always xx

[unholy_one]

i wish i was a strong person but as you know im not that strong. ive had my trust broken too many times and its left me weak and vulnerable. i just dont know what to do sometimes.

luv you always too

[toshiyaxmana]

oh sweetheart...i really don't know what to do. i'd do anything to help you and you know it, but i have no clue how i can make you better.
i wish i was there again, but you know how hard it is for me to get across to hull..
you know ill always be here for you though...though i know that doesn't mean too much..
xxx

[unholy_one]

u may think it doesnt mean much dru but it means one hell of a lot