havent updated this in a while!! well stuff that has happend since you last read this! me and sam broke up, so now im writing today just to write down some reandom emotions and thoughts!! love is soo hard, i just dont know what to do! i know love is complex but i think the one misake i always make with a girl is showing too strongly too fast how i ( Read more... )

hmm where do i beging i know this makes no sense and im just over worrying for nothing but i just gonna write how i feel please dont hold this agaist me!! well its about sam, i really really do love her but anyway we kind off had an argument and i pissed her off and she pissed me off blane and simple and now im just feeling really down... and when ( Read more... )

no clue what i am going to say but i have things on mind!! but sadly i dont think i remember them all in time to get them all out of my head! i have no clue what i am really thinking so this is all random thoughts! okay here we go!! like the past 2 days i have been really worried about my test! well it was like a really major test which i had to do ( Read more... )

wow i never realised who i missed now until i thought about it at work, i like half terms because im off college but the bad thing is that i dont get to see any of my freinds because there so far away!! not good, on another note iv decided that i miss one my ex her name is andrea ever since i looked in the college broshure for courses to do next ( Read more... )

"I have seen many come and and go... I have seen many live and many die... I have witness the birth of great things and the chaos that would come... I have seen victory but experience death... but through this all I have come to realize that those who have stuck by me into death and beyond were the one's who deserve the title hero ( Read more... )

just thought i come on here :D had 2 intersting dreams last night the first one was me running away from theses dogs in some building with lots of staires and doors so not good they allmost caught me untill i woke up and the second one was wat it be life if i moved away well from what i learnt from my dream i got that i was at a american school ( Read more... )

today has been an intesrting got some work from my hardware lession which was sooo anoying it was where you had to research some products like an network card the info that yo needed wsas like an head office addresse, customer surport number, driver details and then an problem... it was soo lame and i dont like my teacher for that!! allways give us ( Read more... )

just got in from my sams :D it was nice being with her we mangaged to get my romeo and juiliet course work done thank god only taken me 2 weeks to do it mind you i still got like 2 more pieaces of home work to do there evil :( anyway i know this is very random but on the way home i got of the bus and was walking home down this long road normaly i ( Read more... )

well its late as per usal and im still on the computer while everyone in my house is sleeping propely even all of my freinds are sleeping but thats no surrpice. i have like 6hours till i need to wake up for college oh joy! my freind just been on the phone to me saying that he is in a phone box this late and he cant be bothered to walk home which is ( Read more... )