i got an A in a class i skipped weekly and didnt even write the required paper for. i am a little disappointed.
sac state is such a joke.

i saw mt. eerie for the second time tonight. the timing of his shows has been, both times, funny for me. last year, it was fall, when i was sleeping in my mom's old van. and garitt and i had just broken up. and it was cold and the pavement was wet but that time the audience was filled with strangers and not friends, and afterward i crawled into the ( Read more... )

i put my mom's old rubber soul record on the turntable just now. she was much younger than i am now when she bought it, and she wrote all the names, ringo, george, john, paul on each face printed on the sleeve in a blue pen like my best friend in elementary school did with her backstreet boys posters, and wrote her name, anita alba, on the record ( Read more... )

this instantly made me think of kelsey:

"yo gozaba una dicha concedida a pocos seres humanos: la de sentirse arrastrada en ese halo casi palpable que irradia una pareja de enamorados jovenes y que hace el mundo vibre mas, huela y resuene con mas palpitaciones y sea mas infinito y mas profundo"

carmen laforet

"...me distraía mirando los árboles que vivían patas arriba, con todas las hojas que eran los pies. Los árboles que vivían con la cabeza metida en el suelo comiendo tierra con la boca y con los dientes que eran las raíces. Y la sangre les corría de modo distinto a como les corre por dentro a las personas: derecha de la cabeza a los pies por el ( Read more... )

ive gone through some pretty annoying and unattractive phases in my life.

it felt like the first day of fall today.
and when i came home from school and threw myself onto my bed, the heat of the sun on my sheets and the glowing green of the leaves brought back something back, and i felt i was really at home. like i used to.

this summer didnt exactly turn out the way i expected it to ( Read more... )

i cant go on much longer without a little digi camera

things are good. everything is good ( Read more... )