this sucks. i cant stop thinking about poor moz. nor do i want to. i just want to lie in bed and be miserable all day.

on monday i had a dream, i was in my house and i heard mozzie's meow. i ran outside to look for him, and he was there, running in a herd of goats, with long red coats just like his. he looked happy, like he had found his place with them. i ran after him but i couldnt catch him ( Read more... )

mozzie has been missing since sunday ( Read more... )

i watched the red balloon last night and loved it.

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beautiful!

this is going to be my last spring break as an undergrad.

i never did go to mexico.

the trees are blooming! sacramento is so beautiful.

i had a great weekend. everything was perfect, from friday morning to this moment right now ( Read more... )

i am proud of my country again. i am happy to be part of the world again, and not an enemy or an embarrassment to it.

i hope he doesnt fuck it up. i dont think he will.

i want a REALLY BIG FUCKING STORM.

winter is such a strange time for me. i always thought i hated it but now im not so sure. it changes me, but im the same every year. i think it happens to everyone to a certain degree- i'm sadder, quieter. but a good kind of sad, a good kind of quiet. i dont want to leave the house, i dont even want to leave my bed. i read. a lot. i cry often about ( Read more... )