i crave anonymity ( Read more... )

my uncle woke up from 28 days of sleep ( Read more... )

every morning when i walk out my front door i am showered with tiny yellow leaves, and i have my quiet moment and smile. i listen to my bike tick walking it out the gate. i crunch leaves under my pinwheel tires all the way to school ( Read more... )

my windows are all prime for birdwatching, and my roof is perfect for sunsets and yoga.

i got my car today. they took all the good stuff but left a few clothes and a genuine ROBBER'S MASK!!! i also found my jeweler's mallet but it had something brown and crusty all over the handle, and i decided it was poop. i dont know how it got there but i can imagine. i threw it away ( Read more... )

he wakes up today, i hope, after a 1-week coma. they say he can hear everything. i wonder if its true.

my car was found, broken window but driveable.

the last few days have been really fun.

in 5 days i wont be homeless anymore.

im not fighting it anymore. im welcoming it with warm limbs.

all my problems have disappeared. fall is so lovely.

THE BIGGEST CLOUDS EVER.
i think the day after the apocalypse will look like today's sunset.

they had to open my uncle again today.
my dad just called from the hospital. "he doesnt look good," he says. lying in a pool of blood. red sheets. he's going to sleep a few more days. im scared.

what the fuck did i do?
why is everyone pissed at me?

ive been trying to imagine what it must be like to fall asleep on a monday morning and not wake up until thursday ( Read more... )

my uncles chest is laid out on the operating table right now, like an unfinished puzzle ( Read more... )

he is just like brian.