Kill me now.

So, I've been thinking. Turns out, I can't make up my mind on almost anything. Seriously, there are two things that come to mind when I think of the things I actually can decide on.

Politics, Video games, Music, the deeper things, the darker things, everything...

It's extremely ghey.

Oh yea, and in case you guys didn't know. I have a new phone. I've told you all already, but nobody paid attention and still calls Courtney to get a hold of me. 810 5678

So I haven't had anything to say in a long time. I have something planned... Something HUGE. And by planned, I mean I've thought about it for all of 10 minutes and now need an opportunity to present itself. Even if it does work, the one thing I really want won't be able to be realized so I guess this is second best, maybe third ( Read more... )

I'm having this 'recurrent' dream ( Read more... )

I've recently learned that I suck at games. All games save FPS's.

Can someone please tell me what the point of being a gamer is if all you can play is one type of game? What kind of fallacy have I been living?

Well, Much like Joseph I am feeling a bit nostalgic. I just really want to go back to the days where the answer to everything was "The Shop". Actually pretty much nothing goes on there anymore. Everyone is too busy trying to grow up I guess ( Read more... )

I feel like a little baby boy.
I'm looking for the fire and the fury it takes to be a man.

That pretty much sums it up.

So many things I want to, and believe I need to do. Yet I can't find the energy (for lack of a better word).

Oh well I guess. Time to try harder.

Squish out.

I feel very good today. I got to take 4 people who have never fired a gun to the shooting range. 3 of which have never held a gun. 2 of which have never even seen a gun ( Read more... )

It seems my own neurosis is getting the better of me. I somehow keep determining that I'm an unjust man ( Read more... )