this weekend sucked. today i had to say bye to drew. im gunna miss him soooo mucho. i looooove you drew ( Read more... )

i hate that i cant go to anyone anymore to talk.

i hate how my mom is now trying to buy my love.she tells me all this shit, then goes and buyd me something and she expects us to be best friends? wtf? no. people are ridiculous.

..lily

( .this is one more day on the verge of tears. )

..last day of actual classes, i have to go mon morning and all wed
..cookout after school, fun. haha tony got the hott boi to sign my yrbook..haha soo embarassing, but awesome
..park, sooo hot, me and tory tried to be each others pillows, but that didnt work we arent that flexible.
..went to bjs casa after the park. swam for a little after i was ( Read more... )

last night was soo nice. i had the house to myself and i just got to chill out and think. and have a chicken. i hadnt had one in a while, it made me happy. i want another one. with a coffee. at the park. with a nice talk. that would be nice. although i only really talk to one person about everything..haha sorry slutface, i always explode on you. ( Read more... )

ive felt like evrythign this weekend.ive been so..contemplative. tonight was fun. we must do it again slutface! and next time, ill pay for YOUR coffee :) thank u mucho, i needed it..<333 sorry i didnt talk too much..i dont understand people..oh well..

..lily..

ps..we can NEVER get sick of this song!

( i just cant look its killing me )

wow....its been a while aye ( Read more... )

today i started to feel better, but then when i got home..i thought about everything..and now im back to where i was. i hate how i let so many people hurt me, especialy him. i shouldnt give a shit what the fuck he says. but i do. everythign anyone says to me gets to me lately b.c i cant handel that shit right now. it pisses me off how he knew i was ( Read more... )

i <3 margaritas..and i <333 mah slutface who brings me them hehe that made my day, gracias!

..lily..

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TORY!!!!

i heart you! your muy old now! u need to start driving yo..

..lily..

wow. i had been so stressed lately..and then he died..and i completly broke down. i cant handle shit right now. i feel like ive lost pretty much all my friends. and i dont get how people can be sooo incredibly ignorant about so many things ( Read more... )