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Walcott
I have not been writing at all lately but nothing has been happening!
Well lets seeee.
My hospital bill went to a collection agency so awesome.
Well I got to spend some time with Dustin. He came to Virginia for 3 days for Thanksgiving and he came over Wednesday and my mom got us a hotel room so we could have some alone time, I got to stay the night ( Read more... ) -
two steps forward
I haven't been writing on here lately... I meant to be writing in my actual paper journal but instead I just haven't been writing at all. Weeell. Dustin and I are well. For now. He always seems like he gets in these moods where he like wants to start a fight. I will say something and he will either take it the completely wrong way or like read too ( Read more... ) -
My Heart Is An Apple.
Well Dustin and I had a long chat and we are back together. I know we break up and get back together a lot so I'm not sure what to think and it's so hard to trust him now. Like I trust him in the sense that he won't cheat on me but there is no telling if I am going to do something that will make him leave me. I have a good feeling though so eh. And ( Read more... ) -
the woods
eh not a lot had been going on. Dustin and I still arent like together but we basically are. We still act and talk like we are and are going to celebrate our anniversary and such. He is going to try to visit for thanksgiving. I really hope he does, I miss him so much it hurts. I added his mom on facebook and am supposed to send her a message but i ( Read more... ) -
how soon is now.
shit has been sucking lately.
dustin broke up with me 3 weeks ago.
i got raped the night he broke up with me.
i tried to kill myself.
i had another miscarriage.
things have been poopy.
today they got better though. were not back together yet but we sort of are.
i have been doing anger mgmt.
im looking for a job.
im getting my license next week.
my dad is ( Read more... ) -
idgaf
i dont give a FUCK anymore. -
luuux
i have literally spent all day writing reviews and articles for Luuux. I am obsessed. I want enough money for a flip camera. Muse concert is SUPER SOON. im so excited i could pee. Dustin is here but i wont see him till saturday :( court went awesome. case dismissed....i dont remember if i told you people or not :/ anyways. peace.
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Random Thought
I've been thinking a bit about what I want to do and I guess for now I'm going to wait till we move to California or w.e. and go to makeup school. It's not like my lifes ambition but it will be more fun than waitressing or some shit. Dustin said he will help pay and I can get loans, it really isn't that expensive, at least the ones I've looked up. ( Read more... ) -
Cosmic Love
Yeah. Sorry for the hiatus. I've been busy doing things and such.
I have applied for like 50 jobs in the past 2 weeks and heard nothing back :/ oh well. It is getting pointless since I am moving soonnnn. Dustin is showing his demo reel to a few companies tomorrow so hopefully one will hire him.
I have been sick. Like usualllll.
I'm back to 119-118 ( Read more... ) -
o.n.e
not a lot going on.... i have court on the 22nd, hopefully they will let jess off easy. i just realized today i get to see Muse next month :) yayayaya! so excited. oh dustin has a break on the 22nd and he is trying to get his mom to buy him a ticket to come to va and see me. that would make me so unbelieveably to happy to see him even if its only ( Read more... )