I'm dying here infront of you ( Read more... )

sooo I'm a bitch who bitches about everyone

lolol made me laugh.. quite ironic of tom to say that and say he doesnt like my bitchiness... ooh so what was he doing? bitching i believe?! idiot he he

ah well he jsut can't take i said he couldn't kiss over a year ago! bless

so i spent the last weekend in Madeira. It's such a beautiful place it really is, everything is so laid back and friendly. The trip was made even better by the amazing friends i made, th e little turkish boy, Gui, Goncalo, Gui, Jorge! and even Ginni Robbins ( Read more... )

they are paskins words... slightly confusing. Think hes depressing me more. feeling a bit low. and he said i have to treasure it because it could all get worse.... no take that say things can only get better!

Im not quite sure why I'm worried, jsut a bit unclear on things. i should really tackle issues when they occur not leave them til they drive ( Read more... )

Calm After The Storm

I realised I'm far too trusting ( Read more... )

I have no-one to talk to at the moment so i might as well update.
I don't know whats wrong, everything is getting on top of me, had to hold back tears a minute ago. I just feel so heavy and useless and want to cry..

I said I wasn't going to bother with this, but I'm bored and have nothing to do ( Read more... )

Today is my birthday woohooo ( Read more... )

Decided I'm not gona update very often anymore, although the idea of a journal keeps my sane, I think this is too public. It was good back when no-one knew about it, but know everyone does and anyone can find out my innermost thoughts and it scares me