I'm sick of everything. I hate myself, I can't keep up with my classes my job my play, anything. My friends are depressed around me and my family just doesn't want to deal with me anymore. I want to die- my birthday is tomorrow and it only adds to my empty feeling, I should have never happened to anyone.

So I guess at this rate I'll just post once every three months so that what I put here is interesting, or at least eventful. So where do I begin... there was fistfight (I was watching not in it...but it was ridonkulous) in the parking lot at a gas station last night, I don't have Grave's Disease (oy)but I did wear wires and crap to work for a week ( Read more... )

So, the musical went well... better than expected really, actually it was really damn good. I learned alot through it 
1) if I really try I can sing (I'm taking vocal lessons now... I love singing) 
2) hip hop is not as hard when you get through your white kid stereotype and 
3) kids love monkeys... 
anyway I loved it so much I intend on directing a ( Read more... )

So I have two seconds to post and as always I'm excited, and blissfully throwing myself into something else I don't know how to do. Anyways, if any of you want to take a field trip between April 25th and the 27th you will find me playing a lead villain in the community theatre's (I know community theatre but really these other guys are really good ( Read more... )

Yeah that's right, see you February 16.

just pardon me while my head explodes.

I'm excited... I may  have landed a really nifty job at the McDowell News as a journalist... The pay is good and I like the idea of having my own little notebook.

Anyways here's to hoping. 

It's 3 am, and I have my coffee maker going, it's B-Day for my nephew and I'm heading to Asheville proper for the excitement of the hospital waiting room.

I've signed up for two sketchbooks, Throw Back Cartoon (I'll be late on the list so I'll probably have to find some pretty obscure cartoons) , and The Illusion... I hope to land both. What A freaking cool idea! 

COMMISSIONS! Sweet, glorious, legitimate, commisions!

So I recently did my nephews jungle room mural, a fun process involving 13 hours of latex and spray paints in a small unventilated room, and after showing some people that told some that told some other people, I have a new and even less expected source of income. I have a grand total of 5 ( Read more... )