Holy fuck!  I am reading a book on Zen-Buddhism.  It is so brilliant.  I soon realized that Zen-Buddhist Philosophers were early, asian Existentialists.  Here is an excerpt which has relevance to some in contact with me and you others might like too:

( The reason emo-kids are emo. )

HANDCUFFS.  METAL, LEATHER, OR PLUSH...WHATEVER TURNS YOU ON.  HOT OR NOT?  OPEN FORUM.  GO

BYRON IS THE BEST POET OF ALL TIME

Seriously. "She Walks in Beauty" is the best poem ever. It describes the love of my life. Or at least I hope it does. 
FUCKING WANKERS

Can't I throw a nice wholesome party? JK. I'm starting a new eljay and none of you will know what it is. First person to find it gets to make out with me.

THE END

I realized something about myself last night. Courtesy of an unlikely source. I am a hypocritical tool. I expect a girl to be smart, fun, beautiful, and available in that order for me to date them. However. I myself don't fit my third qualification and I expect the attractive intelligent girls to ignore the third. How can I expect girls to not be ( Read more... )

No ski trip. Fcuk Large Group for Orchestra. Meh!

My mom is having a baby right now. Peace

Everyone listen up. I want to go on a wild and crazy skiing trip on March 13. Everyone who wants to come can come. It'll be a blast. Just let me know so that we can work out cars. Bretton Woods is the mountain I would like to go to. It's like $59 I think. Well worth it though. I will see you all later.

I am mad at myself. I feel stupid. I still like her. I feel lke an idiot for being hung up on her for some reason. God if you're listening "Help"!

I got a new snowboard today!

-The End-

I fell too quickly and now I'm falling quicker than ever. The bottom is coming up too quickly for me to think of anything but the collision.  I knew that it would happen.  Life fucking sucks.  God hates me and I have never been so close to doing something very dramatic.

Need I say more?

( Not only did I work on it. I finished it! )