good to get away,  damn it was fun.  but on this end......my job just keeps getting better and better.  Though I know him better than anyone else, I still just don't get his passion to destroy himself in the name of fun, or depression who really knows.  so he binge drinks....and if hes not doing that, he binge does drugs, worse than drinking..... ( Read more... )

well in all honesty, I'm going to take a leave of absence for about a week or two starting monday.  I need some time off from jedi and the shit that come with that kid.  my replacement special agent James will be in to take my spot for the next week or so.  jedi knows james and likes him so its alright....well untill jedi starts being himself than ( Read more... )

god I love my job.

so lets see if I got this all correct.  jedi being depressed, on drugs, and pre-surgery, makes a new LJ and calls it the darker look into the mastermind.  which just means this is his place to vent.  ok so never the less.....nicole reads said journal......like just over a month later than se needed to.  so shes mad as hell.

but ( Read more... )

not a LJ joke.  if you didn't get that like jedi did than well....nevermind.  Merry Christmas everyone.  to be a bit more real than normal.  Christams is one of those holidays that I actually spend alone.  since this is a time for family and god for those who believe in that.  but me without a family I choose to spendaday at home alone and chill ( Read more... )

yes I love my job.  it is so god damn fun and rewarding to do this.  oh joy.

ok all sarcasm aside.   Jedi is a mess, and it can't end soon enough cause I damn well might have to kill myself.  since his operation hes had to take a few more medications to the list which is currently really high.  so hes a mess.  here is how so far I have found to be ( Read more... )

alright first: jedi's internet was down since sunday so everyone calm down ( Read more... )

Now I’m just fucking beside myself with being mad! Me and jedi are alike in a lot of ways.....NOT ALL mind you but we share a few common traits one of which is being mad, then getting mad at being mad, then just fucking being pissed off because someone does the fucking wrong thing! YEAH that thing JUST FUCKING HAPPENED.....and now you guys have ( Read more... )

here is the good and the bad and the ugly for jedi or house which he is acting like currently ( Read more... )

ok so this is typical of me on thanksgiving to go nuts and have a HUGE party. yeah the works beer, wine, and best of all SHOTS! so its on at my house from three o'clock and onwards ( Read more... )

well after thurs - monday back in DC with sara I get to come home to a list of problems and issues. oh boy! :) nevertheless had a awesome weekend. and got to play some with the band today. quite good, April seems to be back to herself and NOT hitting on me thank god, no offence ( Read more... )