it's been since april i guess since i've done one of these, to be honest i completely forgot that i had had one of these pathetic things which i actually used to use and as my only source of communication to where i would attempt to share with the rest of the world on how fucked up i thought i was. i didn't know shit, so unexperienced with life, SO ( Read more... )

i'm trying out for a band tomorrow.

and

i've got a second job interview.

wish me luck.

tonight i kissed with the girl of my dreams. 
she said don't open your eyes and you can swim

alright tonight was interesting. im still kind of drunk. a lots happened in my life. you probably don't even care. people need to follow their feelings/hearts and love more and give up their niche, because niche's are just so fuckin gay. p.s. i ran today first time in a long time ran a 545 tight. still sick tight. fell in love.tight. ate at denny's ( Read more... )

i just re read some entries of mine and i swear i've said some of the gayest stuff i've ever heard in my entire life.

haha sorry to has ever read this shit. 

feeling that something may be missing.

checcckk please.

i really shouldn't mess with someone that's engaged.

yaaaa so i ran a 5 minute 35 second mile today. i'm impressed, you should be too. I'm still shooting for 5 and under. I'm pretty stoked to be back in simi for a day or so pretty soon as sad as that sounds. But empty rooms don't have pictures to talk to. It needs to snow i bought a new board and junk ( Read more... )

hey you please disregard. i'm just a matinee ready to show you that early shows anticipation and that two isnt always better for the price of one.  Hey you please disregard. i'm just the light in the alley that reminds you of what keeps you safe. Hey you please just turn the other way.  I'm just the frame that holds the photograph oh what you ( Read more... )

i could really go for a chimichunga right now. or maybe even a falling of the face of the earth, yah... that sounds even better.

ok. spinach pasta really doesn't taste better when you put ranch on it.

even though ranch may look like alfredo and spinach pasta may look like lettuce. It does not work out.