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May 25, 2007 07:15

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Yes, it's a liquor ad. That's not the point.

Because I haven't had an ACTUAL journal entry in ages )

venting, angst, oh my god shut up already

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maraihi May 25 2007, 15:41:05 UTC
It all depends. There's not many things that are 100% yes or 100% no, you should always do or not do them.

I wouldn't worry about your roommate. If someone wants attention they should be able to say so. She doesn't come off as the shy type.

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unity_of_will May 26 2007, 03:37:43 UTC
How do you mean? To what are you referring to?

No, she's... certainly not. Part of what makes things so uncomfortable.

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maraihi May 26 2007, 03:39:23 UTC
You're asking if you should continue what you were doing or not.
But if something was definitely a yes or a no answer, it'd be pretty obvious anyway. Most things have a lot of pros and cons, and you just have to weigh them and figure it out.

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unity_of_will May 26 2007, 03:43:40 UTC
It's... a difficult choice at this point. Last time I tried to rebuild I almost died, almost killed a friend. I try to think of what else I could do. Something that would be a benefit for humanity. I have the ability. I feel to not use it would be a crime.

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kicktothebeat May 25 2007, 16:59:05 UTC
People're awesome in general. I don't see how getting more drawn to people'd be a bad thing. That's somethin' to do with your life.

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unity_of_will May 26 2007, 03:41:08 UTC
You're being ridiculous. "Something to do with my life", gimme a break. What? Being a social butterfly? Making friends? Friends didn't get me published in Scientific American. They didn't help me achieve what I've achieved. It was me. It's always been me.

In any case I meant that not knowing why I was being drawn to people, in general, was pissing me off.

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xbook_loverx May 25 2007, 18:09:37 UTC
One can only do so much before their mind is overridden. It could not be classed as your fault if the will, or drive, of those machines were stronger. It could only be classed as your fault if you let it happen.

And friends are in the small scheme of things. What matters is family.

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maraihi May 25 2007, 19:05:02 UTC
Not everyone has family.

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xbook_loverx May 25 2007, 19:25:12 UTC
I have none. I'm speaking from experience.

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maraihi May 25 2007, 20:12:00 UTC
What about that mother you always talk about?

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last_hatchling May 25 2007, 22:53:22 UTC
For what it's worth, having an immortal story with your name in it isn't the same thing as immortality. You can worry about what people think of you, or you can go out every day and do what needs to be done.

What does an AI have to say about legacies, anyway? I've never heard the suit try to philosophize...

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last_hatchling May 27 2007, 11:24:08 UTC
((Planning on continuing the Venom thread, btw? Or is that needlessly complicated and competing with Wuya/Axel/the madness over at the ball? I don't mind either way, really.

Love your Otto, incidentally. :P ))

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unity_of_will May 27 2007, 11:39:54 UTC
((I'm sorry! I have to admit, at first I wasn't sure how to reply, and then... I forgot about it. >_< I replied just now, though. And thank you! ♥))

It's not worrying what other people think of me. It's the idea of my abilities being squandered. I know I have the capacity for great things. The world needs my intelligence. Needs what I could create. But now, I'm considered a criminal. No one would listen to me. So the question is, do I retreat into the shadows and make what little I can out of the rest of my life, or do I make them listen?

They're tools. They were built for one purpose. So, of course, they would "naturally" want to fulfill that purpose at any cost.

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last_hatchling May 27 2007, 15:41:48 UTC
((No worries- I don't know how much you'd want to continue that without an Eddie or Peter anyway. And is that last strikethrough illegible?))

I suppose that's 'natural' enough. As far as I can thell, the suit isn't self-aware enough to 'want' anything- or else it has enough self-awareness to not want anything. Chozo architects had strange ideas about tools...

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dragon_scholar May 27 2007, 15:34:26 UTC
If you've lost everything, it only means that when you start again, you can do anything. There are no (figurative) restrictions.

I don't know who Wuya is, but...do keep in mind that you're not the only variable. The other person always plays a role in the interaction, too.

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unity_of_will May 27 2007, 15:55:26 UTC
...I can honestly say I never thought of it that way. Only ever focused on what I've lost, because it was so much. But with my arms... no, no one could stop me but myself.

She's an... interesting woman. She does try to loosen me up, but I'm just not the type.

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dragon_scholar May 27 2007, 16:05:10 UTC
Now, the question is, will you let you stop yourself?

Give it time. A balance will strike itself, if you both put effort into it.

((*Tag* at the dining-hall thread in the Masquerade, BTW. =D))

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