No less sugar. No less bread. More working out.

why is this so hard???

Maybe I've gotten a new pair of eyes. A pair of eyes that sees everything that was once seen before that now appears foreign.  As if it were exposing the truth to all things that was supposed to feel familiar and like home.  Now it just ocurred to me that it never really existed. But perhaps I've found something else to make up for the huge gap in ( Read more... )

i have three people living inside of me.

i don't know which one i want to be.

I don't like feeling angry/confused/lonely/upset with others. it's so unnecessary. 

Kindall --

[noun]:

A hermit living in the big city

'How will you be defined in the dictionary?' at QuizGalaxy.com

oh, really?

Holland, London, Paris..

..hold a place for me in the city.

I'll be back very soon.

oh lachsa. you've brought me wonders

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i never thought this would happen to me.

i get injured and i have and audition this weekend. it hurts to do any battements let alone walk. i hope somehow i can get better by sunday. i'm going to cry. this is so unexpected. fucking russian teachers trying to make me a rubber band. i've never felt so empty. the thought of not being able to dance; ( Read more... )

oh yeah..

( a winter's tale )

i don't know anymore. there's so much competition and i don't know if i measure up. i mean why the sudden interest? i still dont get it.

ugh, fuck it. im done stressing over it.

but i do need advice of some sort.