k, im ready.

fuck apps due next week.

fuck you government. peice of shit and worthless nothingness. causing nothing but pain and death in my life.

fuck you.

Provisional driver license restrictions during the first year

Effective January 1, 2006, a new law will increase driving restrictions for persons under the age of 18 who:

• Are issued a provisional driver license (DL) on or ( Read more... )

dance is the best thing that has happened to me

the only consistent thing in my life.

p.s.
ew, i'm going to start working next week.

..would it be hard to meet an ex boyfriend's new girlfriend in front of his family and your family whom you've known for years before this girl has?

oh well.

im angry at the male species.

yes, it's december.
fake winters are tight.
no snow- but lots of tea.
dance show this weekend...along with the jazz, visual art, and theatre shows.

im not going to get upset about it because i'm trying my best. and eventually it will and defintely pay off one day and the right time and place. i know it.

pictures inspire me to get better and work ( Read more... )

i've gotten over this phase of being in high school. i need a different atmosphere. i'm trying to not let it interrupt my energy flow but it does. it's really fraustrating because i can't express myself this way.

i hope i get into a good college.  i'm so nervous and i'm training my ass off so i can be alright for auditions. i hate this part it's ( Read more... )

uh...

who's going to winter formal?

i think i've got myself together, once again.

i just wrote out a list of things that's wrong with me, physically.  nonetheless, it helped me understand myself better and what i can achieve in a certain period of time.  January-February i expect these changes and it will be hard. its hard to maintain a good diet when you're stressed out and always ( Read more... )

i guess i'll just wait till college.

     i lost the opportunity that i thought i had grasped. life sucks when your shy/scared. i so incredibly angry over the fact i can't seem to get anything right or straight. i have a feeling this may be the last time. i hope. it's wasting my time, and i have to do it now. i'm so pissed at myself i can't even think. i just want people to start ( Read more... )