so, my sister kind of SUCKS at a) being a good person and b) getting off her lazy butt to take care of her own freaking business. i am sick and tired of her living here. SHE is the one that made the stupid decisions that got her to a place where she can't support herself or her kids so my mom and i TRY to help her out. but honestly, how much can ( Read more... )

Monday - Greek at 8am ( Read more... )

- health concerns: i got my bloodwork back this morning (finally) and the good news is that i do not have rheumatoid arthritis or a white blood cell infection. the bad news, however, is that three panels came back a little concerning, so i have to go back and get some more tests done. apparently my liver panel came back higher than it should have, ( Read more... )

i am a bit bitter right now that my nature is highly relational.
one of my biggest strengths has become one of my greatest pains.
the lack of true relationship here is killing me.
like, it literally hurts me.

on addition to that,
i am beyond confused by my emotions.
oh, the joys of being female.
i hate estrogen.

my heart actually aches.
it aches.

i just have ( Read more... )

why does everything suck lately!?

:(

for those of you who don't know...
my car's name is bubby.
poor bubby has a smashed window.
and i don't just mean a few cracks...
it is completely obliterated.
we're not quite sure what hit it, 
all we know is that it hit it HARD.
we were driving to church on sunday evening,
and *WHACK* we heard this awful sound.
of course, 
i spun around in my seat to make ( Read more... )

A friend of mine has a friend who is dying of cystic fibrosis (CF).
Which is a common hereditary disease that affects the entire body, causing progressive disability and early death.
Difficulty breathing is the most common symptom and results from frequent lung infections,
which are treated,
though not always cured,
by antibiotics and other ( Read more... )

enough said.

i'll be in texas until the 27th.
i need prayer, and lots of it please.

i love you all.
and i'll have my cell phone. so use it please.

<3 raelynn!

List seven songs you are into right now. No matter what the genre, whether they have words, or even if they're not any good, but they must be songs you're really enjoying now. Post these instructions in your livejournal along with your 7 songs. Then tag 7 other people to see what they're listening to.

"Jesus Take the Wheel" - Carrie Underwood
"Life ( Read more... )

"Suddenly"

She feels lost in her own life
Treading water just to keep from slipping under
And she wonders if she's where she's supposed to be
Tired of trying to do it right
Her dreams are just too far away to see how steps she's making might be taking her to who she'll be

And suddenly it isn't what it used to be
And after all this time it worked out just ( Read more... )