Just got back friend the beach with Casie, it was fun. And it was realizing and I read 300 pages in my book. But the 6 hour drive I have back today was not the great, I hate the drive. Got some cool thing, and the fireworks were fun to watch. The sad thing is that a came back as pale as I went there. I missed all my friends and can't want to see ( Read more... )

I hear I have a quote in the yearbook book, oh boy, why me there are 2000 other kids in that school and they pick me I did not even know I was being quoted. This suck I hate doing this types of things it is not what I am about, I don't feel like I need to explain myself to people, whatever what done is done and I will never have to see 99% of those ( Read more... )

I went to the the therapist monday, and new info through tell my doctor more and more about my past and what is happening now is making everyone question the diagnoses of Bipolar. My behavior pattern are very unlike the patterns laid out that of Bipolar. Bipolar individuals have moods that tend to last for long patterns of times, where I have mood ( Read more... )

I am in a boot now for my ankle for 4 weeks. I when to a reptile show yesterday with my friends, my friend David I don't know how many snake over 15. And got a pretty good deal on all of them. So he was happy, I was playing with his little day and so was so cute lots of energy but very cute never the less. The coffee house was boring and me and my ( Read more... )

Had my surgery yesterday, I was pretty doped up all yesterday could not feel anything. Today the pain is coming, I am not able to do much, pretty much just been sleep on the couch because my mom does not want me going up the stairs. My ankle was worse off then the doctor thought, my ligaments were totally destroyed and had to do a total ( Read more... )

Make Graduation Cards so I can get some money, I hate it I hate asked people for money i feel bad about it ( Read more... )

One more class to go till I am done with high school, I am so happy about it I hate it so much. And I don't think I will do the walk in June. Sorry Amber :(

One of my best friends has had the most trouble things happen to her, she had a miscarige. She is falling about and there is nothing i can do. I feel so helpless. I told her I would always be there for her and I don't know what to do. She is dieing inside, I can tell by the her voice on the phone. The her actions when anyone is around. She cann't ( Read more... )

I am half way there to finishing my four classes to gradute, the after school program has made it easier on my life and the life of my family. And as a plus a get to gradute a year early. Just 2 more classes...can't wait to get out of that crazy school. I hate it. The only thing that I hate about the new school arrangments is that I don't get to ( Read more... )

Hey this is my first entry and most of the time in journal I put my poetry in it so I will start with a poem that I have just written ( Read more... )