well... my birthday is coming up in about a week. its going to be the big 23. ever since i've turned 21, everytime a birthday comes around i end up feeling kind of old. like i know 23 isn't old, but it just feels that way. also, i evelaute where i am in my life. for the first time, i can give myself a good evaluation. before, i was in school, ( Read more... )

it is amazing how things work out in life. you think that events occur for the sole purpose of leading to something important and meaningful, but, i surely come to the realization that these are just random occurances with no underlying meaning, just meant to keep one busy and hopeful. basically all this raning is based upon someone i truly care ( Read more... )

such a boring day today at work. i have lke nothing to do and countind down the minutes to my release. i'm passing the time by looking up funny pics online to post on the guys' myspace comments. but, that got boring with by itself... so, i know look towards livejournal updating, listening to celebrity jeopardy audio clips, and listening to the ( Read more... )

yesterday... interesting day. did a lot of work, got a lot accomplished, and oh, drove to freaking Boca Raton. im there, about to go to lunch at the already alte hour of 4pm when they need someone to drive to Boca to get something signed and bring it back here. as soon as i heard the munmblings of someone going to Boca, i knew i was one of the top ( Read more... )

Day 9 of my everlasting lonliness i call work. the beginning of this week has been quite boring.. after all, what do you expect when you are segregated from the ones you find fun. so, i am still on my little cubicle island; it is like my Fortress of Solitude. i have been able to fight of the inevitable boredom that comes with my harsh exile by ( Read more... )

i like to think of myself as a hard working man. i have this new job and many times i stay late because when there is work to be done it must get finished. well, i finally got a desk about two weeks ago since we moved downstairs. i had a great local, which was in a small group of fun people and one hottie. the cubicle island across from us is the ( Read more... )

well, i must talk about some conversation, if you call it that, i had with some of my younger friends last weekend. basically, 3 of them are considering becoming firemen because they believe it is a easy job and pays well starting off. i have no problem with their joice but they are so ignorant on so many issues. first of all, they believe that ( Read more... )

i have ben thinking for a few weeks now to write for a week about something. th topic would obviosuly be something that really bugs me and that people could relate. strangly enough, the topic wasnt too tough to come upon. basically, what is the one thing that everyone can relate too? ding ding...women. guys could relate because we have to put up ( Read more... )

sometimes in times of absolute rage and frustration, one could actually find a moment of clarity.i have honestly never had such a clear head on my shoulders. basically, like all good stories... it started with a girl. a few weeks ago i was ready to cut all ties with niki i just couldnt not deal with all of her crap like sayin we are gonna chill and ( Read more... )

well, i haven't been able top update the journal mainly because, for some reason, i only feel inspired to do it in the morning during work. lol. but, the last two weeks i have been either kind of busy or haven't had anything good to talk about. wow...Mirna (some chick in the ofice) just yelled out "fucking shit" from the top of her lungs. lmao. ( Read more... )