*sigh* I need $200 no later than the 20th, then I need $135 by the 24th. Then after that... I need $310 by the first... Anyone have somemoney I can borrow ( Read more... )

I sneezed on my dogs face and she started licking me. Well, Ryan was home for about 4days... enough time tomove us out of his dad'splace andinto an apartment, and then he signed the lease and all that stuff. I went up to dallas to see him last monday. he was waiting for a new trainer and it had been 4 days so I went up to see him, and then a ( Read more... )

I just sneezed.

Ryan's about 100miles away from Nashville, TN. 575miles from his final destination of Lexington,NC. I wonder where he goes to next.

I miss him.

oh my gosh my family drives me crazy. "well why would he leave you there if his family is doing all that?" "because we don't have themoney to moveyet" "well why didn't he look for a job sooner instead of when this started happening?" "um he did,that's why he ended up having to wait 2 months to get into the truck driving school and then 3 weeks of ( Read more... )

how did I got 4 months without seeing Ryan? He's only been gone 9 days and its being very hard for me. Why is that?

ok well, lets see. Ryan's still in El Paso for orentation. They better send him to his trainier tonight or tomorrow, like they were supposed to do... they were supposed to do it today, but now its almost at nighttime, sorta ( Read more... )

Lalala. I'm bored. *sighs* I'm nervous. Ryan's dad is turning into a big jerk around us. He's got small penis syndrome. Where he tries to make everyone else feel like shit basically. Well they keep moving our parking space for the jeep and apparently they found a spot they like... so they put a sign up that says "moron parking only". ( Read more... )

Must be trustful.... must trust Ryan again. *sighs* it will happen... eventually, right?

Ok, so we moved here on June 2nd. It's now September 6th. We ran into Ryan's dad, Mike, at walmart the other day. That was the first time we've seen him in 2 months! We see him across the yard when he goes and visits Ryan's stepbrother, but he never visits us. What a prink, he doesn't even want to get to know his own son. That's pretty sad to ( Read more... )

Andrew got his 1st tooth in yesterday! hes now 26 1/2 inches and weighs 15 lbs. He got his 4 month shots today and is somewhat cranky. I feltbad for him:( it made me sad to see him cry when he got the shots