my body has been hurting a lot lately,
i think it may all be psychological. i
just can't seem to stop hurting people,
and every action has an opposite and
equal reaction, right? so this is why
i think my body hurts.

people i want to make time for ( Read more... )

i really don't know...
i want to come home all
the time, but i can't.
not with all the home-
work i get and how much
it cost me. everyone
either needs to move her
or i don't think i'll
be able to see anyone as
much. then i'll actually
have to make tampa
friends. ewwww!

<33me

i wanted a valentines day...

people always hate on valentines day, but
only when they don't have one. other wise
boys are girls bitches. and girls eat it
up. so quit faking. you know you like it.

i think i might cut back on my
visits to home. cause i feel
like if i stopped going home,
i'd here a lot of, "you need
to visit, i haven't seen you
in forever." but still no one
would come to see me.

hobbies:

-karate
-dance classes
-intramural sports
-voice lessons
-instrument lessons
-clubs
-soroity's

none of these are my hobbies, i'm trying
to find one. oh god, help me!! i hate
participating in things, but i need
something to consume my time.

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well i need to find people to party with ( Read more... )

lately i've just been so torn up.
i'm glad that i don't have anything
distracting me from my school work,
but i also miss all my distractions.

i haven't dealt with not having friends
since i retired from being a military
brat. i'm content with being alone, but
why is it such torture now.

i went out the other night and it was
fun, but it wasn't

what to do?

life is confusing.
confusing is ghay.

i've met a boy who makes me
happy and i hate that i have
to be away from him all the
time.

it's not fair!