i don't really have many friends who still use this ( Read more... )

sucks waking up to the sound
of chainsaws outside
your window...

thought i should tell people
that.
<3kyle

In catholic school, as vicious
as roman rule
i got my knuckles bruised
by a lady in black.

i held my tongue as she told me
"son, fear is the heart of love"
so i never went back.

if heaven and hell decide that they
both are satisfied.
illuminate the No's on their vacancy
signs.

if there's no one beside when your
soul embarks, i'll follow you ( Read more... )

i can't sit here anymore
this place is slowly
killing everyone who lives
here and i can see it.

i want to feel a connection...

with someone, anyone, not even
sexual. i just want to meet someone,
where when we talk it feels like
we've known eachother for years
and that they understand.

life pretty much confuses me...
i don't know where i fit in right now,
cause almost everyone i ever considered
a good friend isn't in my life anymore.

what do you do when all the people
who gave you emotional support fell
apart or moved away. that technically
leaves you standing alone...
i can't handle thati just want to feel like i know where ( Read more... )

i have this dream no one knows about and
no one will know about, but i think about
it. i know it is the person i should be
but i don't want people to know just in
case i'm seen as a failure. it sucks
caring what people think.

well, my life has hit the point of being stagnant...

whatever, i know you all understand what i mean,
things aren't bad but they aren't the way you want.

i feel ugly, gross, bored, unhappy, pathedic, paranoid,
all because i feel unwanted. i used to complain about
my life and now i just want it the way it used to be.

the grass is greener on ( Read more... )

well i was supposed to have plans this weekend with a few people and different things planned, but everything fell through. I don't really mind, but i was hoping something cool would have actually happened this weekend....

the most interesting thing that has happened to me is some internet lesbian has a crush on me, lol, i'm not even hot...

< ( Read more... )

so i am really bored, didn't figure i would miss ( Read more... )