Take this pain away ( Read more... )

Ugh...haven't smoked in weeks now...life is really uninteresting without pot in my life. It seems that pot is all around me, more than it was than when I was smoking. Everyone is smoking around me. I just want to take that one little hit to get high, but the consequences would be more severe and it wouldn't be worth it. One night of high, or a ( Read more... )

Wow first day of june was when I last updated that...wow. Well, now it's school time and it is already going by alright. I haven't done much yet, considering there is nothing to do in the middle of sept. Still no car, and a best-friend short. Life has been sucking much lately...financially, emotionally, and physically...hey, why not spiritually ( Read more... )

It's the first day of June...hooray. What am I doing summer?...hmmm...hopefully meet some new people, that'd be fun...well, off to school...auf Wiedersehen

Another week...closer to the end of school. Wondering what I am going to do with my job situation. Don't know whether to quit olde towne and go to the bagel shop by walmart, or stay at olde towne for no reason...tough decision making. I am workin my ass off all summer just for a possibility of finding a good car...which means I have to save ( Read more... )

Surprisingly, I agree with a lot of people. I have "dropped off the face of the world". I'm a shame... I thought I was doing better....when in fact, I just became careless. It's an unusual feeling, but it's better than I was I suppose. And no, for all you brainwashed anti-drug people, it's not because of the pot. Pot cannot be categorized as ( Read more... )

Fucking finally...beautiful weather. I have been waiting for this shit for a year...and finally, it's here. But, being single around this time is gonna suck...won't be able to enjoy it to the fullest, won't meet anyone because nobody likes me, and all I will be doing is working. Doesn't seem as much fun now, but...chillin with bro and smoking my ( Read more... )

Haven't updated in a while...internet has been down for quite a while...don't know what to write about. Leave me a comment and give me ideas.

Just got my car officially today....registration, insurance, title...all mine. It's a '94 Ford Taurus..ghetto station wagon

Yesterday was one of the very few nice days we've had in a few months...and I was stuck in work. But, today I am work-less and full of emptied energy. I'm about to leave for school, which soon ends. I can feel myself getting more impatient as the days pass. I have realized that I am a useless being. All I do is smoke, work, sleep, and go to ( Read more... )