today would have been 3 years...

thank fucking god its not!

i never wanted to end it this way. too bitter... for taste..

i just wanted you to be nice and not be a jerk

well. as most of u know. my dad is dope. couldn't ask for a better daddy-o. but he has another mild heart attack the other day. hes fine. but hes beginning to change. hes just not the same anymore. his diabetes is starting to affect him more and while my life is starting to get going his is starting to slow down. its weird. i have older parents ( Read more... )

i need a real job. school isnt making me money yet ( Read more... )

my dada and i got into a huge fight. there were things i wish u didnt say but i feel better ( Read more... )

i bought a new carro! yay. a 2003 beetle. im super excitied. so glad my mom and dad love me. seriously. i really am. when i was picking the car i wanted, i old me mom how grateful i am. i said that when im rich ill buy her, her dream mercedes SUV and my dad a new harley. then my mom turned at me and said no. she said that she buys me nice things ( Read more... )

soooooo were back together. lets hope its for good this time. i dunno. things have been wierd latley. i hope everything works out for the best

it is offically over.... like they say in laguna beach DUNZO!!!

and the sad thing is im honestly not crying cuz i miss him
but because i can be happy now!

um. people are wierd. especially some stragners i saw last night. i felt like i had to take a t1000000 showers after...lol im mean but they ere rudee.. but i did smoke with my devendra. yay ( Read more... )

i love my victor and my friends.........