Walking down the street of a dark, wet, chilly city is a tall lanky man, nothing mysterious or out of place about him, just an average looking man. All of the sudden, his gentle stride breaks into a fast pace run. Now he’s sprinting down the middle of the road, his feet sloshing in the puddles. There’s nothing around him, no visible object he ( Read more... )

i have a bf again. i think this one will be better than before. he's the most perfect guy i could imagine! so sweet.... hehehehe...

*sigh*....boys.... what the fuck is my problem?!?!?!?!?!?

I'M SINGLE AND I LOVE IT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

wow...i'm the biggest fuck up i know. i told brandon what happened between josh and i, and even though we just cuddled, he's really hurt. he said that he forgives me, but that he feels awkward and confused now. i just want things to go back the way they were. i care so much about him, and i never meant to hurt him. if i could go back, i never ( Read more... )

craziest time i've ever had....

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wow...last night things went way too far. i told myself i wouldn't do that! is my self-esteem really that low that i would give up all of my morals just to make sure someone didn't stop liking me... what's wrong with me!?!?!?!?! i feel like such a horrible person right now. idk what to do. how could i be that stupid! i feel like i deserve to ( Read more... )

crazy...second entry ever. i had forgoten i made this... today was pretty cool. other than the whole being sick thing. oh well. yah... i've written out two of these things in the past two days, but every time i try to update, it tells me that livejournal is in read-only mode. don't you think they could at least tell you that before you go ( Read more... )

hm...this is my frist entry...no one is ever going to read it, b/c i don't know anyone else with lj... this is boring.