he fucking dumped me.

anger issues?
massively.

otep was amazing.
static-x was amazing.

anger.

lovelovelove.

randomshiftingbipolarthoughts.

pain. i need to go to the hospital.

he told me he loves me.

:]

i've been given the power to decide my fate.
this could be the summer i've only dreamed about.
he's staying.

freak out.
flashback.
breakdown.
bad night.
he made it better.
he made a promise.
he held me close.
he made me strong.
he made it go away.

i love him.

everything will go away.
i overreact.

peter lives forever,
fucking morons.

fuck lots & lots & lots of things

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talk is cheap.
you don't know shit.
this ain't fake.
nothing is fake anymore.
i need to stop being a bitch.
i keep slipping up.
i need to push it all away.

you wanna be close? don't call me up drunk & ask who i am.
"best friend" what?
i don't need your shit.
i got Neverland.

this one time, i am happy. but for all of the wrong reasons ( Read more... )

will the nightmares ever stop?
will the trauma ever cease?
will the pain ever heal?

help, i need some[drugs]one to help fix me

my monitor broke. well my dad broke it.
he needs to fix it.
he needs to kill me and get it over with

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