last journal update
here this is the new one i made

all on my fucking own

http://www.livejournal.com/users/chewablevitamin/

everythign is tweaked and customized
so beat that bithcs

i really did love you nico

i am deleting this journal just as soon as i set up another one. i am sick and tired of people and their lies. if you find me i will be gone till november

wow i really am pissed

fuck u

rEVERSEmYoSMOSIS: which being involved with this person leads to 1 hour long convos wiht his ex and no and i mean ZERO converstaion time with the one person who was supposed to call cause i might of been ( Read more... )

the one fucking day i oculd hang out with brett and i havent seen him for like two months. well the one say that i could just kick back and hang out on the beach, and my fucking car breaks

um hello god
its me pamela

IS THIS SOME KIND OF SIGN??????

you cant go around thinking its a game.its fucking real. and untill you grow up and look in the mirror and count your blessings and embrace your faults and become more aware of who you are hurting, you wont be able to stand beside me.i wont exsist, i will matter to someone else, someone who has their shit together, someone who knows what they want ( Read more... )

so when i broke up with nico i was already planning on going on a road trip to fucking hick ass durham with ethan to get my shit. one of two things apply on this trip. lots of music and a full cranked AC. its okay i wont tell anyone that we secretly jammed out to NSYNC. yeah so we drive there get lost like a baggillion times and finally find this ( Read more... )

thats right people i dont take any shit. i really fucking dont. and when people think they can shit on me. i show them what exactly they are shitting on and then i throw it in their faces. like take today for example ( Read more... )

I REMEMBER WHEN YOU TOLD EVERYONE THAT YOU HAD MET A GIRL AND A HALF.

that girl used to be me

and you havent called in a week straight.
are you telling me i should stop tripping?

just fucking throw stones i am not a glass house

someone to love me and not have to remind me everyday because deep down i will know without a word escaping their lips. i have this person who calls himself my boyfreind. and i want to be happy. i want to embrace him. but i am way to angry inside. i am way to hurt inside. i am way to over it all anyways ( Read more... )