Ok, if there is something I'm upset about, how about your sorry asses don't give me tiresome excuses as to why you couldnt show up or how you're busy. I really don't give a fuck, just say no or don't respond to me if you're going to come up with some excuse. Stop acting like you care and trying to make me feel better because it won't work. If I'm ( Read more... )

People from school who I in the end know don't give two shits about me and would prefer going out and partying and drinking till they puke instead of ever hanging with me ( Read more... )

Yep, thanks to NO ONE giving me suggestions lol, I thought up something I've never done, so I did it! Get ready for it!

I totally shaved my head!

No, ok, I'm lying, but I DID dye it brighter then I've ever had it to stay! And I already have plans on what I'll do when I get bored!


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You all know how much Mr. Jackson adored his dog, well, unfortunately, his dog has been sick, and he's putting him down tomorrow. Most of you know how hard it is to lose a pet. He left school early because he was crying so much and he just couldn't stay. Please PLEASE send him cards or something to the school, leave notes, something. I'll even give ( Read more... )

Yesterday was bliss. We unfortunately didn't attend Kyla's party, but I got to have a night with Jeff that I felt like I wouldn't have again. We sat and watched a movie, and we kind of cuddled, I got to lay over him and he didn't care, he even seemed like he liked it, it was awesome. It made me picture having an apartment with him in afew years and ( Read more... )

I feel abit less then human again. Again, there was a blowout, but this time, somehow the focus went to me. Apparently I'm a devil child of some sort. I am supposed to play peacemaker to the family and am not mature enough to do so., and that I think myself to be perfect and am so judgemental, he doesn't know where I get it from ( Read more... )

My grandmother went into the hospital about two weeks ago, with pneumonia. She's been in a nursing home with severe dementia, so many health problems, and she doesn't do anything. She hasn't remembered me for years. It's sad really. Apparently she doesnt do anything but sit in front of the tv, and eat when food is put in front of her. She doesn't ( Read more... )

So yeah, I wanted my hair cut, and I found this site totally by chance from someones comments in another group comment, and i was like, damn, that's awesome, and decided to get it done. Result?


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I have a resonating pain in my toe, probably cause i broke it. It was a happy feeling, jamming it into the doorway walking into the bathroom to take a shower. Hit my 2nd and 3rd toe on my right foot, the 2nd one just moved over, the 3rd one bent over, with a crack, that was pleasant. Then I looked down, and it was bleeding, cause it just kind of ( Read more... )

For a time, I was starting to regret my dad and mom splitting, I definitely side with mom, but I still felt bad. I no longer do. I'm gonna lay it out straight ( Read more... )