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[unmotivated8]

 Why am I so nice?? It's so frustrating!!!! Ok, story: I have a lab that's a cooking class and I have it twice a week and we cook lunch and sell it to people. It's fun, but sometimes stressful. Well, it takes up the hours 9-2 every Tuesday and Thursday. There is a Monday and Wednesday section too. I don't have any other classes Monday and Wednesday

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[ski_to_live]

Oh, hun. *hugs* I can be like that, too. When I was working two jobs, a day off happened once in a blue moon. And, invariably, somebody would call me and ask me to fill in for them, and of course, I'd say yes. It sucks, doesn't it? Try it once - obviously, you've already said yes this time, so later - but when you finally say to yourself "my time is important to me, and I need to be nice to myself, not just others", it makes a HUGE difference. This sounds stupid, but it feels really quite liberating. Good luck, sweetie! You can do it <3

[unmotivated8]

Thanks. It went just fine and I ended up having a lot of fun because the girls/guy I worked with were lots of fun. We talked and laughed and I made beef broccoli stir fry. I even cut raw meat and didn't feel nauseous or anything, haha. And the girl I subbed for is feeling better and took my place today. So I don't get to make up my appts, but I do get a day off.
You're right though. I need to learn to say no when I have other things to do. Like that counseling appt. I realllllly realllly wanted/needed to go to that. I just rescheduled it AGAIN. I'm feeling better today. Not angry or frustrated at all :)

Thanks, luv.
xoxoxo