Longtime... Hello journal.

More like its time to completely reinvent who i thought i am, to who i really am. Because "poor is the man whose pleasures depend on the permission of another" . Lesson learned, took a chunk out of my life, broke my heart into millions of pieces that ill never find, but the outlook is surreal, and every breath feels like im letting go of every ( Read more... )

i started this at like 930pm, and now its 11:11pm
lame.
tried to write a song... disaster.
Tried to think of lyrics i would roll with, guess i cant do that anymore

im fucking bored outta my mind...
time to sleep, since theres nothing else to do.

if i could only get up, id run across the city.

the farther you look into the water, the more you realize there's alot more there than u first noticed. tiny organisms, bacteria. cows and horses. or maybe everyone left that out thinking it was unimportant?

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New life.

we are covered in ash. its disgusting

every day holds a new lesson ( Read more... )

Veritas Aequitas. As cliche as it may sound i would love to have a tattoo of those 2 words.

Welcome back lj.
Its been a long time since i wrote here, just throwing thoughts on to the keyboard then to a screen.

*Testing*

This weekend i am attending 2 funerals. Both from the same side of the family. One in san diego on saturday (tomorrow) and one sunday in long beach. I feel like i dont know what to feel like. Its a huge mix of every emotion you can think of put together in a conveniently packed weekend, right? Out of everything, i feel myself angry and depressed, ( Read more... )