I am getting very ticked off. I can't get my templates to post... bugs me. Haven't had much good going this summer. It is getting old the daily waiting for the ones that make my heart skip a beat, loving them is so very bittersweet so wonderful one moment so painful the next. The worst part is they know I love them and yet it is not enough. It ( Read more... )

I wanted to document the time I have logged in after I put everything away I am so tiered of being a peice of dirt

1. If i was to die, and you had the chance to tell me one thing before i died, what would you say and what would you want the last thing i ever get to say to you before i die be?

I am heavy in thought and on a mission to make the huge risk I took in life work. No one will ever abuse me again and I hold the power to have that in my hands. Guilt is a useless emotion and I refuse to be ruled by it some will feel punished but it is not. it is a boundary and although my children seem on board they have not felt the effects of ( Read more... )

WISHING,  IT WERE THE END OF TIME

It never amazes me that the people you love so much can be so cruel, I guess that is why they let us down so hard.  You think all you ever do is give but it is never enough and just when you let your gaurd down they stab you and the horror of know all you ever ( Read more... )

WOW...

Funny how fast we can change how we feel, Just music can mix my mood and for that I am thankful, I am listening to this song and for 2 great reason it makes me smile 1.  It tells me that the name of my day spa was great TANGLES ROCKED!!!!!!!!!!!!!!and second a few of my favorite  people sang this for me all weekend and It makes know I am ( Read more... )

Just when I think things are on the mend and I begin to let my guard, down, something hits me, I either read, hear, think, something that tells me I am being used and under the false smile is a hate formed from lies and things I could never understand and I want to run and hide but I can't. I have never been that kind of person before I won't start ( Read more... )

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