Silvia gave me a heads-up; There will be a spot opening up on her group soon. The clients can (almost) all talk and the team is much more pleasant. I should be jumping for joy, right? Well, I'm not. I'm actually doubting if I should do it or not ( Read more... )

Just so everyone knows; my job isn't all bad. So yeah, my co-workers are a bunch of whiney 5 year olds and yeah, sometimes I feel like a glorified pooper-scooper and yeah, I do occasionally get punched/kicked/bitten/scratched/pinched ( Read more... )

This is yet another work-related entry. Turn away while you can.

It's been about three weeks that I took the job of making the workschedule. This basically means that I plan whenever everybody works and make sure they don't have too much over-time. It's an ungrateful job, I knew that by forehand; you can never do it right. I knew it would be even ( Read more... )

A raindrop fell from a cloud. For the first time, she saw the wide open ocean, was surprised and was ashamed ( Read more... )

Most of my recent entries are about the things I've lost. My grandparents, my beloved Dorus, my health. But how many times have I looked at the things I've gained? I mean, I'm not such a tragic person; there are things that are way worse! Besides, I bet the good and the bad even eachother out just fine. Let's see, shall we?

The Bad:- Losing both ( Read more... )

Sven: "Annemieke?"
Me: "Yes, sweety?"
Sven: "Grandpa is dead now, isn't he?"
Me: "Yes, he is."
Sven: *smiles brightly* "He's a star in Heaven now!"
Me: "..."

So simple. Why didn't I think of it? He's not even three years old yet, but he's so smart sometimes. It makes me miss the days when life was easy and when my biggest worry was who to play ( Read more... )

I know my latest entries have been way too emo, for my taste at least, so here's a small entry with a lighter tone. A lighter tone I like to call: the guy I worked with tonight was HAWT.

He was so cute, so sweet with the clients, his ass so tight and damn it, he kept leaning so freaking close to me!! xD

Surprisingly, I didn't put up a front for ( Read more... )

I have a picture of both of them. A small portrait of each, settled in their respective half of the silver locket that hangs around my neck. I wear it almost daily, so they're close to my heart. You'd think that I'm wearing it because I love my grandparents so much. That I want to think about them everytime I wear it ( Read more... )

The sights, the sounds, the smells, the inevitable and irresistable high. The feeling of invincability. How could I not get addicted? It's what puts the bounce in my step and it's the drug that lifts my chin up high.

Hello, my name is Fabulous. ;)

But then, always in the fourth week, the shine goes away. It's like my blood starts to itch. The ( Read more... )

The dream I have is to see everything this life has to offer. I simply have to. I can't bare the thought of being old and grey, looking back and having to say: "I really regret not going there/doing that." The world is there to be conquered! So, why not conquer it?

What's the point of living if you're not going to give it your bestI don't ( Read more... )