I'm really happy right now and I hope it doesn't change. <3 Write more later.

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I just realized how much time has passed since I've written in here. It is now the beginning of a new year and I have yet to change what I meant to change. Theres time yet though. Anyway, I havent spoken to mr. disaster I seem to have written about in all of these entries, hes long gone in my heart I feel like for once in my life and I basically ( Read more... )

July 5th, 08 ( Read more... )

I cried so much tonight. I feel so helpless.

I don't really know what the point of writing in here is, not like it matters. I feel like nothing has any meaning anymore. I feel like what I always feared finally came true, I don't care about anything. Sometimes I find myself trying to pretend I have emotions, I'm not a bad actress most of the time. I like to think about when everything was ( Read more... )

I'm in Italia... it's so beautiful here. I miss Jay... I think I am always going to love him...that sucks. I think I've lost my mind. I also miss that cute guy on the street who kept trying to get me into his car, very persistant and had no problem with telling me he loved me.

I feel like I want to write something, I don't know what to write. I've been living in fear of speaking in front of people or writing things that someone can look at..or just talking, like I'll stare at the phone for hours before I'll make a phone call, I doubt myself a lot. I don't really know if I've made as progress as it seems, I'm pretty crazy ( Read more... )

i always feel like i have a hole inside me, my heart is broken, i still love him...

i wish, i didnt care, is there something wrong with me, i think so, theres a lot wrong with me

Hi. Just felt like writing in here. I'm at F.I.T. with nothing going on. I like my classes, I had to draw the seven deadly sins for illustration, the model was wearing a red dress holding a knife. My other classes are fun too. I'm taking comic book illustration, I made a character and named her Angelica like the model, I don't know what the story ( Read more... )

You are temperamental and impatient and can be very difficult to live with. You tend to respond with a temper tantrum if your desires are frustrated ( Read more... )