Sleep in peace my wonderful little Riley. I miss you and love you so much. Life won't be the same without you being my little white shadow.

For the first time in a long time I feel lonely.

This is something real. Something worth my while. Something amazing.

I met someone. He is amazing in every way. Seriously, this feels like the sweetest dream I have ever had.

Well hello livejournal ( Read more... )

Dear Livejournal,

Sorry I have neglacted you for so long.

I have to go do laundry now.

Love, Ashley

Today for the second time I saw a rapist convicted. Not only is it liberating for my victim (I talk about them like I own them. I do not. They are strong women who are individuals) but it is liberating for me. I was able to sit there, hold her hand, and when she would tremble I would squeeze it passing my strength onto her. These women are what ( Read more... )

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How do you make those butterflies in your stomach come back?

I hate that he only hangs out with guys that have the mentality of a 14 year old. With the exception of a few. I hate the way they talk. I hate the way they degrade woman. I hate the way weed is the most important thing to them. I hate that he chooses that over me. I hate that it's who he is. I hate that I love him so much. I hate that he cares for ( Read more... )