damn i haven't written in so long man. i've seen shawn a couple times since he left, but it's nothing compared to seeing each other everyday. i mean it feels so amazing when we see each other again after so long but i miss him so fucking much. school started already but i'm barely there so it's not a big deal..i just wish these days would go by ( Read more... )

so turns out that i have to wait til next weekend to see shawn. ahh. the night i found this out i went to best buy to go get a cd. i get back in my car and the cd player wont eject or play discs and every slot was full. i was so mad. i was like "WHAT THE FUCK!!" i had already had a bad day. i got home and my dad like banged on it and it works now ( Read more... )

since i last updated i got my car. it's a beautiful blue mustang. it's all i have right now. shawn came as a surprise for a couple hours on saturday and it was great seeing him, but i had plans to see him this weekend and took the whole weekend off. his license got suspended so he somehow has to find a way here. i hope it works out.. i miss him so ( Read more... )

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i haven't written in a couple days i guess. on thursday i helped shawn finish packing and he left for college. it's scary but i hope that it works out cause my feelings for him have gotten so deep. since then i've been working and going on with my life but while trying to be happy i'm a little depressed because this amazing person that i got to be ( Read more... )

today i went to the pool and mcdonalds with shawn. i also wiped down the drivers side of my car with windex because on sunday night when i was working someone couldn't make it to the bathroom and pissed all over it ( Read more... )

so the past few weeks with shawn have been amazing. he leaves in 4 days for college. it's scary and i'm gonna miss him so much..he's so incredible though-i never knew i'd find a guy like him ever ( Read more... )

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i guess i haven't really written in awhile. a lot has happened and at the same time nothing has happened ( Read more... )

i know so many people are sick of that song..but i barely ever listen to the radio, therefore the song isn't played out to me. i just think the lyrics are amazing and amy lee is so beautiful. GRR ( Read more... )