"One day you'll wake up and you won't remember the score or the play or your win loss record. But you'll remember the want, the heart, the desire for the game... how you could barely fall asleep the night before a game, the feeling you got in your stomach during warm ups, the way your heart raced just before the first whistle... and how it was ( Read more... )

So I turn to livejournal once again...It has been awhile. I have to say right now that I am going through a point in my life which is different. If you honestly take the time to get to know me, I can be a good friend. Yet, I go through hard times myself and need help. At times, I do the wrong thing to get through situations. I was in my first ( Read more... )

I'm really starting to see and understand. It's funny how people you consider friends will use you. I'm starting to say no. I am always one to help out, you know? I just hate being used though and I'm really starting to feel it and it makes me very mad. I don't know of a way to vent here. I mainly talk to my best friend from back home but at times ( Read more... )

So would I be out of line if I said I miss you?

You have only been gone ten days, but already I am wasting away
I know I'll see you again.
Whether far or soon.
But I need you to know
That I care and I miss you.

=(

Standing up with others
For the things that we Believe
Provides a greater Courage than our own.
But never is our Courage so Unfailing and so Strong than in those moments...
When We Stand Alone.

Trust is essential yet hard to put into others.

Home can be viewed as a place where a family lives or where somebody was born. I have found a new meaning in home when I came to college. Home is a place where you are completely comfortable with being yourself because it is so familiar to you. You have a sense of pride in the place you call home. Home is love. It is being able to come home on ( Read more... )

So I've been at college now for two weeks. It feels like I'm at camp or something and will be going home. I've been home for the past two weekends too. Not because I'm homesick but because the first thursday I was here, my grandfather passed away. It has been hard. I think it has been the hardest thing I've had to deal with...ever. Just to think ( Read more... )

So right now I'm just going to open up like crazy because I don't have anyone to open up to at this time. Lets just say I'm lost. It's difficult because I'm so ready to leave this house because of everything going on. (Long story) I'm frustrated and just want to get out of here. But where I'm going I know nothing about. I'm going 4 hours away to ( Read more... )

2 weeks...14days...till I'm gone.

Anxious.
Nervous.
Scared.

Lost.