-]So yeah..I was doing my New Year cleaning today and I came across a poem I thought I would post for the hell of it..Enjoy.
Screams of Misery are trapped inside ( Read more... )

-[So yeah.

All is full of Love

Don't forget.

xo]-

-[Beautiful morning, I must say.

I didn't expect everything to be so suprisingly peaceful..when I awoke.

I had a weird dream about me being in Elem. School and it was 'swish' day and I remember saying I was allergic to it(which I was)..and then I woke up..

heh.

Very weird...I have no idea why I'd dream such a thing.

xo]-

-[So...it's like the first Tuesday of the New Year. I'm not exactly why it even matters...I look back on 2005..and say...bye bye. It is time to move forward...Nothing in the PAST matters now. Mmhm.

I need some skittles and a kiss.

xo]-

-[Please could you stay awhile to share my grief ( Read more... )

-[Yeah.

I spent the big 12:00 in my room...laying on my floor...and getting dizzy.
Fireworks going off all around me, it seemed.
Is this the final?
I sometimes wonder.
I guess the new year shall tell its tale as it goes..
Although, I really hope not.

I dunno...the razorblades would add a nice touch...hehehe..

xo]-

-[Yeah.
I'm feeling even worse this morning.
It sucks.
I guess I'll just try and pretend everything is great.
Because that seems like the only way to put things away.
They draw a line between reality and fantasy.
Implying MeThen just forget ( Read more... )

-[Hm.
4 am rambling?
Perhaps.
I'm so sick and tired..
Of feeling misused and so convenient.
Maybe that is what I'm supposed to endure..
All chance of remote hapiness is tarnished and bleak.
I guess this is too something I'm supposed to have shoved down my fucking throat.
Sometimes I wonder why..
xo]-

-[To feel this great urge
to hold and embrace you
I slowly dry out

I shrink and shrink
until I'm gone
nothing to make out of me
oh what the hell went wrong
my heart gets pulled out
into your direction
it's no use
you have forsaken me]-

-[Last night was amazing.

I had so much fun.

Wooo..

I'm starting to feel better..

Weee..

*giggle*

Anyone wanna dance?

xo]-