-[I've come so near yet so far.

Isn't that right?

Don't you agree?

*sigh*

Just come to an end.

xo]-

-[I'm in so much pain right now.

Make it go away..

Please?!?!!

I beg of you..

xo]-

-[So, XxX Mas is finally over and done w/. It was quite harmless this year as opposed to when we were younger, when it would take hours to finish all the gift opening and candy consuming. Now it's more Adult oriented. No more waking up at the break of dawn..No more peeking seeing if 'Santa' came..All the innocence of that illusion is now gone, and ( Read more... )

-[Oh, can't anybody see ( Read more... )

-[Tonight is very melancholy. I'm not sure which way it is going to turn. The dawn is anticipated and feared greatly..but I shall be strong and swallow it down and do what must be done.

She sees him with open eyes..Should I fear losing complete consiousness? It's just another state of sedated reality. One of which I have never ventured into, and ( Read more... )

-[I just had the most wonderful tuna sub w/ onion, lettuce, and bbq chips all stuck in the middle. It was fantastic.

Now, come're and smell mah breath...muwhahaha..]-

-[Well. This holiday season is definately not filled w/ happiness or anything of that sort. I've gone through more this year than I ever thought I would. I know now that I'm percieved as a failure by 99% of my family, more so now then ever. That is definately something I have known but it has just become apparent to me. A lot of my actions have ( Read more... )

-[I was writing a full entry but deleted it all..there is no sense. It is all blahdy-blah stuff anyway...it doesn't apply to any of the people who may read my journal...nor does it even have the content to be in here...I dunno..I'm not feeling very well at the moment.

ehhhh..

I need a drink.

xo]-

-[I successfully have a journal that no one really pays attention to..

Very odd.

What's the point?

heh.

I could say I am dying and have a week to live and I bet no one would write shit.

Shows who really cares..I suppose.

lol..

I find it humourous...^_^.]-

Suppose that you and I were sitting in a quiet room overlooking a garden, chatting and sipping at our cups of green tea while we talked about something that had happened a long while ago, and I said to you, "That afternoon when I met so-and-so...was the very best afternoon of my life, and also the very worst afternoon." I expect you might put down ( Read more... )