Gawd, this is BORING. Nobody to talk to, nobody to do stuff with, nobody but my family but they all hate all the stuff I like. Any time I want to show them stuff or movies or anythign, they're all always busy or its not the right time. And grandma needs constant attention yet can't get it that when I'm gaming onine, I don't want to be asked ( Read more... )

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Meeting people is awesome. I started a myspace just cuz it makes everything easier, well meeting people and such. I put up a profile on XY, messaged a few people and am now getting messaged myself... strange, it makes me feel like I have some value somewhere. Now I just need an attractive picture of myself! XD I met this guy Jacob and he's ( Read more... )

I've gotta make this work with Danny, I just have to. I'll make this into a cute relationship if its the last thing I do. I don't care if I can or can't make feeling appear but I'll try my hardest! Damn it, this will be special, and I'll do everything I can to make sure it is!

I'm so tired of this. I'm tired of not having a job, tired of Matlock, The Waltons, Little House on the Prairie and Walker Texas Ranger. I'm tired of being mocked as being "another emotional Koga" by mom. How do other people cope? Jesus, over 20 days till I get to go to my real home; school. I just want it to end ( Read more... )

Sorry again about the shit. In a discussion with Danny last night I began to realize that I may be developing feelings for him! Yay! Maybe it is possible! Woot! *lots of celebrating!*

I shall now go about figuring out christmas presents for all those I've abused!

oh sith I think I;n gay. Now thati n. stone off my ass...s, it finaly true clear. ?
Its like I know, but i don't know1 si trye, SI tyre,

Gaad, I need to find someone soon or I'll just die. I'm so damn sick of the depression and the dumping on people. It needs to stop, but the only solution is so fucking remote. Go the world, yeah, go fuck it; nothing good happens anyway. No job, no love, no control... over any single part of life.

Damn, still no luck with jobs. Everything is out of my hands. I need money, and I need it for a number of things; Xbox 360, TV (both so I can help ignore my emotional problems), and for maybe some online dating services because my counselor suggested it to me. There are days when the hurt goes so deep it makes me squirm; my roommate woke me up ( Read more... )

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