ok so i haven't updated in awhile or so... so here's what ( Read more... )

alrighty so today what a bit better than yesterday...nutting extravagant happened but it was jsut a normal boring zombie walking day at school. though we did get our course selection sheets today...i already know what all im taking and it was basically a waste of time to sit through that for 50 minutes. tho i did recieve my transcript and my GPA ( Read more... )

alrighty so this week hasn't been so bad, tho today it was. started off knowing that ppl know more than they should. oh well i guess it's not that bad or soemthing idk but it's annoying when it comes back around to you through like 3 ppl. and then i got really mad and so i slamed my hand on the table and broke my ring. my mom is going to be so ( Read more... )

yeah there's not much to say abotu nethign right now nothing has been happening and im not sure if that's a good or bad thing. idk where a lot of things in my head are coming from but they are starting to agravate me. just tomuch to deal with and it's not cool. sat. is sadie and my rents want to meet brendan and brendan doesn't want to meet them. ( Read more... )

merry christmas eve!!

People are soon to fine out what's really going on. and im not positive that the outcome is going to better than it is now.
that is all.

"Clinical depression is much more severe and prolonged than a simple case of the "blues". Depressed patients repot they are incapable of experiencing pleasure, even when they reconize that the events ot circumstances around them are inherently pleasurable. They cannot summon up interest in the people, things, or events around them. Their energy ( Read more... )

wtf making a big deal out of somethign that shouldn't even be something. this sux, why do i always do this. and im sure i'll mess things up like alwayz. oh well i guess i'll just have to watch what happens and go with it. sometimes you can't change what's gonna happen, so when you try it screws everything up ( Read more... )

hey ppls it's been a while since i last updated and well i don't think that there's much to say ne wayz. nuttin has really been happenin. im trying out for the musical, susicail, i think it'll be fun idk yeah that's about it. im just kind of hangin out and everything. bored out of my mind a lot so then i end up sleeping and missing choir rehersal. ( Read more... )

Fear is somethign that happens to everyone. we all have it but we have fear in different ways. ppl fear of dieing, i don't, or jsut just something as simple as control. we all see things as something different when it's all the same. i think teh biggest fear anyone has is trust. we somehow don't see that as somethign you'd fear but if you don't ( Read more... )