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[unrequited_llov]

At Lauren's.

It's funny cuz I was actually okay today. I wasn't as depressed as the past week. But then everything went downhill from there after my audition.

Let's just say I'm not gonna get in. And I really don't wanna talk about it.

And then I was okay again.

And then I got depressed again.

Oh joy.

Comments

[_rockdiva_]

oh. im so sorry i wasn't there. I got really sick and had to go home. temp of 101. ewwwwww. don't be depressed!!

[unrequited_llov]

Feel better!

[xredrumxx]

Heart.

[anonymous]

u did fine!!!!!!!!! YES U DID! STOP IT U DID AND U KNOW IT! I KNOW UR SAYING NO IN UR HEAD- BUT U DID!

lulas

I'm here if u ever need me <3

[unrequited_llov]

Dude, you don't understand.

I forgot the words. I stopped completely. I had no expression. I wasn't on pitch. I couldn't find my note. I barely sang. At all. The scales barely count as anything. It's the songs, and whether you can hold your part. I didn't.

Singing is really complicated, and you may think I did well, but you didn't hear me. You heard my scales (which I went off pitch on anyway), and that was it. You didn't hear me on the songs because I was so quiet that I couldn't even hear myself.

I didn't get in. Really.

[kstar987]

aawww*hugs* ill hug ya in school on mon!! tehehe...well if you dont get in...i want to know you have a beautiful voice!! its their lost if they dont pick you:D lylas!!