Shawn is here in TN with me. I was showing him all the damn animals we have in the house, and one turned out to be deceased.

Ironic it's black. His name was Reggie.

We're currently trying to think of something entertaining to do, but Maryville is a bum town. We'll think of something to hold us till Monday when we go to Dollywood.

wake up this morning and get outta bed so i'll be to my first final at 10 a little early. can't find the goddamn car keys. so i call my mom. mom, have you seen my fucking car keys? no, mom hasn't. she says keep lookin and i'll call your father at work, he can take you to school. cool beans. 15 minutes later and my dad on his way to get me, i find ( Read more... )

i saw this on TV not too long ago while i was on the phone with shawn, and it is by far my favorite of them all.

shawn will be here in a few days!

that's all i've got.

fell asleep on the couch from 9 to 11. took a short little nap. my mom got up to do some shit and woke my ass up. i've been awake ever since. wide awake. i don't have any cigs and haven't smoked since around 4, and somehow i'm perfectly fine with that. i was gonna run get some, but it's freezing ass cold out and my car would need to be scraped. if ( Read more... )

i'm still awake. idk what the hell's wrong with me. i almost feel feverish. hot and cold, hot and cold. i can't stop thinking. i play out scenarios in my head of possible outcomes ( Read more... )

currently at school doing nothing ( Read more... )

clearly it's 4:52 at the moment. just got off the phone with spicy with a LONG needed and wonderful update. we talked for more than 3.5 hours. that's right. i loved every minute of it. i am ready for bed but not just yet. i feel really happy and content. there's a couple things i want to express on here ( Read more... )

i just want to say i'm really thankful for all my friends. i am ( Read more... )

today's okay. the fam put up all the christmas decorations. they all seem to be stoked about christmas but i'm not really in the mood. i kinda just want '06 to be over so '07 can start. new classes, new season at the park. is it that bad that i really live that much for cp? i've established something there and i know that it can't continue forever ( Read more... )

i want one of THESE for christmas . . .

but only if it could do this too . . .