Okay wow. I totally forgot I posted my last entry in this journal. I havent checked my LJ commetns for awhile. pSHA i only got 4 comments. whats up w/that guys?!?! you dont love me huh? haha eh. its okay. i did switc ljs after all [ btw if you don't know my new LJ drop mea comment and MAYBE ill tell you ... haha id like to keep my new LJ kinda on ( Read more... )

Think of something really nice about me... if you can ( Read more... )

it's still bothering me. i don't know why. why now?! maybe it was always in the back of my mind and i just refused to acknowledge it. goddamn it. i just want to be friends. that's all. *sigh* why do i screw up so badly?!?! especially to the people i care about? why didn't i take the effort to amke it work?! whyyyyyyy argh. i don't know why i'm so ( Read more... )

I hate missing you. [I never thought I would] I'm sorry. [And I wonder if you read this?] I wish I could tell you. [I can't stop dreaming about it] You probably have no idea I'm talking about you. [But it's okay] I make mistakes. [And I gotta live with the consequences] I just wish you could be my friend. [But I guess I don't deserve that...]

january 8th
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I'm agreeing with amanda right now. I'm not dealing well with being alone. Today was one really werid day. I'm not sure why. I can't reamember it very clearly. Just this big blur. I feel. I'm not sure. I blame this on.... too much key club. I just want this semester to be done with so badly. I want senior year to be over. I want high school to be ( Read more... )

This has been the longest week ever. the weeks are dragging by. SLOWLY ( Read more... )

okay. so i was lil harsh in my last entry ( Read more... )

the "democratic" process sucks.

i say caro takes over, becomes monarch! constitutional monarchy :D yeahhhh

mannnn, the ppl in ohio need to be shot. just cos you're christian, doesn't mean you should freaking vote for the guy who's killing everyone in iraq. *sigHHH* voting on moral grounds... ppl make me angry.

i have to take shower.

hahaha my mom was freaking out earlier because bush was so ahead of kerry ( Read more... )